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Bloody SouveniersDefying you so much I can'tDefy gravity anymoreAnd beautiful is bleedingScarlet tears upon the floorAnd I whisper to myselfAs the scars scream in my earsAnd they glow against my pale white skinLike bloody souveniersChorus:And I know it's twisted, I know it's wrongBut I've been waiting for this so longThat I can't bring myself to careAnd I know it's stupid, I know it's vainBut I just can't resist this painIt seems worth the scars that I will have to bearIt feels like fire streamingThrough my veins, across my skinReaching into my coat pocketsFull of razorblades and safetypinsOr anything that I can useTo ease the pain and self abuseNo matter what, I'll always chooseThis scarlet romance over youChorusBeautiful is bleeding scarlet tears upon the floor
A Pane Of GlassUnderstanding him is like trying to take an eye exam with your face pressed against a pane of glass- it's like every time I do something as simple as breathing my vision becomes blurred. And rather than being able to blame it on someone else, I have to blame myself. Because no one else was breathing onto the glass. I was the only one. And so I blame myself for pressing him too hardů for being the only one to press him at all.It seemed to me at first that he was just this unstoppable force, created by God into the finest display of humanity that could possibly exist. Not realizing at the time that as I would grow older, I would lose my superhero image of him. Oblivious to his arguments with my mother, or the lack of his presence sometimes throughout the night. I suppose I paid more attention to the time that he did spend with me than the time that he was away.I think that that was my first mistake, not seeing the whole picture. Or maybe it was the rest of humanity's mistake, to not se